Nearly every single day during the past one and a half month just went by leaving me in a daze, wondering how can time actually pass so fast?!?! I think this urgent realization of time passing by so quickly amplifies itself as one starts to errhmmm *cough cough* age.
So what have actually been going on you might ask?
Things have been pretty batshit crazy since I am in the last two months of my pre-clinical years. Tonnes of studying, tonnes of assignments, tonnes of tasks to complete. In fact, I am only able to come up with a new blog post right now, just as I have already waved goodbye to 75% of my finals.
A few important decisions about life and the future came into thought during the past one month, and I am glad that God gave me the wisdom to put things into the right perspective. Just keeping my fingers crossed and praying real hard that things will turn out to be fine.
Oh another thing that is, I am pretty sure I have not brought this up in the blog. Remembered some what during Chinese New Year I submitted an application to become a mission trip volunteer by Malaysian Medical Fellowship? I got accepted into the Chiang Mai, Thailand team!!! Pretty stoke about it especially after I found out that Chiang Mai is rated 24th on the World's Favourite Place to Travel To list. Will be leaving Malaysia for a good one week in the end of July, and be back just in time for Raya.
Fear not, I have not lost interest in writing in rachelramblebabble, in fact I am still pretty enthusiastic about it. I am glad that I have this little corner of mine where I can pour out my thoughts and feelings about happenings and incidents BUUUUUUUUUUT I am indeed struggling with a few issues here about rachelramblebabble.
Firstly, I am still trying to figure out what is the essence or core of rachelramblebabble. Should I "pen" down amusing happenings, personal feelings, food adventures or my journey of becoming a doctor? I have a few blog posts written halfway during that period of time, but I could not bring myself to finish them and right now they are still in my drafts folder oh gawd please enlighten me.
Secondly, I am really really really trying to figure our how "open" should I be in this blog. I think that over the years, I have learned and grown to be more reserved about my emotions and feelings. I have this tendency of building tall walls around myself, not to shut people around me from me, but rather to keep myself guarded and safe.
There are certainly more things for me to sort out about rachelramblebabble, and a lot more about life. I am pretty sure that as time passes, things will fall into place but right now, I still have another 25% more of my finals to work on, and all the batshit madness of my conference will start as soon as my finals is over! So you should be pretty sure that rachelramblebabble will be silent for the next few weeks again.
Anything amazing/amusing/ridiculous happened in your life of late?
Till then! Kthxbai!
"I will praise God's name in song and glorify him with thanksgiving."
Psalms 69 : 30
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